They left the bus and turned toward their street. Julie took her hand, as they walked. It suddenly occurred to Diane, that it felt quite nice, and whe...e, she would normally have withdrawn from the touch, this time, she didn’t.They arrived outside a pretty garden, Julie said, “Well here’s mine. Why don’t you come in for a nice cool drink? If you would like to, that is.”Diane hesitated, this was all something alien to her. But, before she knew it, she said, “Yes okay, that would be nice,. Sehlaaon inhe….bahut zaroorat hain inhe tumhari…ohhhhhh….aur dabao meri jaan….ummmm”Mainey dheere say position badli, aur usko neechi liya…phir uski side mein late kar main uskar ubhare boobs ko hoonthon say chumnay laga….uffff…kitna maza a raha tha…woh bhi sisakar rahi thi…Meri himmat bhad gayi thi…maine dheere say ek haath shalwar ke upar say uski love hole par rakha…woh phir sisakar uthi “…ohhhhhh….Kamal….dheere say…” main dheere say uski shalwar ka nara khool diya…aur phir woh moment bhi. " Anything?" she asked archly. A hint of a laugh?Ka-thump, ka-thump, ka-wham. Hearts, I decided, are a bother. If I could get rid of mine, I wouldn't be in this position. Time for the magic words. "I trust you," I said. But my voice sounded strangled.This time the silence lasted forever. I started to panic, when I realized that she was speaking. Her voice was very soft, and it sounded as if she might be crying. "...on the first bench in the park, at 7:30. All right?" Yes!" It came out harsh.. It was strange not going away for college. It was almost as if her life didn’t change, but she still felt wrong polluting the innocent place with knowledge of her adult life. She felt as if she had entirely corrupted it in the last week, spending most of her time there masturbating and thinking about Nate. She did it in strange ways too. Once riding the skinny end of her tall bed post, once using the butterfly hairbrush Allison’s mother had given her before her first dance recital in second.