Several mirrors, small chairs, and tables were the furnishings. He closed the door behind us."You look great. You won't need your other clothes. I bro...ght what you'll wear." I nodded dumbfounded. "We're going to start with a quick session of just you, okay. To relax you." I nodded and tried to remember to breathe. "That dress will do for this. You ready?" I swallowed hard and nodded.The studio was a large, dark room. A cloudy background of swirling blues and greys hung from the ceiling. Several. After a little time i said 'what we gonna do Terry?' without taking his eyes off me he said it was something really cool, he told me to come close so i walked up closer, then quietly he told me "I'm gonna take my willy out and I want you to put it in your mouth okay dude?" I was shocked I wasn't sure if it was bad or not my parents never talked to us about this stuff we were just told to never touch our own willies. I looked up at him uncertain, he told me "dude it's okay its not bad" my reply. Its a pivotal time, a milestone. Just the esoteric value alone of being 18 is a game changer. You aren’t a kid anymore you are an adult and are expected to act like one. You can make decisions that have far reaching implications, and you own those decisions. Not like you one doesn’t have ownership of their decisions the day before. With some of that protection now gone you either become scared and crouch in the shadows or become bold and assertive. Many are ready to tackle the world, do things,. What I didn’t want was to do those things alone.We did fly out to attend Uncle Marty and Christy’s wedding. It was a small family affair, no pun intended, and we only stayed two days before flying back. Mom had a big case coming up.I didn’t get to do more than chat with the girls, but it was nice. Both Jessica and Debbie hinted that they wouldn’t mind some alone time, but Janet had a steady guy she was serious about and was little more than friendly, acting a little awkward around me.When we.