Fir maine bola mujhe nahi pata didi abhi tak hame wo chapter nahi padya gaya.Fir didi ne kaha agar nahi padaya hoga tabhi bhi tumhe sab pata hoga (nau...hty look mai) .Haan didi thoda thoda pata hai :p fir did hasne lagi ye convo mai kuch ajeeb sa feel kar raha tha . Fir mai us din ghar chala gayaFir thode din aise he guzar gaye fir school mai reproduction wala chapter aa gaya . Us din mai tution aate samay bohot kush tha mai jab pahuncha tho didi ne welcome kea aur ham baithe ke baat karne laga.. I thoroughly enjoyed my evening out but kept thinking back to what might be happening 15 feet away from my recorder.When I returned home, she was alone watching TV (and looked quite happy and cozy). We chatted for a couple minutes but I told her I was exhausted and was heading to bed. Back in my room, I immediately put in my headphones to hear how their evening transpired. And this is how it unfolded:- As soon as I locked the door, he went to put something on Netflix (sounded like BigMouth… not. Our eyes lock. Your hands ball into fists in my hair. Your reason is slipping, giving way to your need, your lust. Bring it darling, bring it to me.You let me go. Abruptly. Glaring at me. I turn. I look over my bare shoulder. Breathing heavily you run your hands through your hair. I stand still as you as swipe the cuffs off the table. You don't even have to ask, demand or order, I just do it. I cross my wrists behind me. Waiting. But hurry, darling. Do hurry. I only have so much. Jared looked about the room as he took sips from the mug in his hand but still could not work out what it was he should be seeing or NOT seeing. Then it all dawned on him with crystal clarity.It wasn’t that something was wrong it was more like the fact that something was very, very right. What Jared realized was - was that he was not seeing any mess. No half eaten cake. No empty pizza platter. No cake crumbs scattered across the floor. No beer cans sitting in puddles of their own spilt.