What if he complains to Meg about me? Whatif I lose my job? What if Kevin throws me out?I scurry back to my area. Mr Donald still looks awful. But I d...n't wantto bring any more attention on myself.I put his oxygen up yet higher.He grasps my wrist. "Help me Alex!" He looks all the more frightened.I don't know what to do.I remember then what I had said to Kevin. A statement that had come fromme even though I didn't know how or why.I grab the ECG again and run to Kristi."Kristi," I interrupt her. ” she said. “ I think I prefer 'real' though.”“Me too,” I said, “ but imagine some gamer geek who gets kissed by an NPC in-game.”“He'd probably mess his pants.” she giggled.We spent the next half our or so making out. I was careful to stay away from her tender bits.Later, over lunch, She told me that her cousin, Jill, was going to staying with them for a few days. I remembered Jill as moody girl who tended to wear a lot of black clothes and used black lipstick. She was about a year older than. She's.....a she..." he stammeredThe caterpillar chuckled.....raised an eyebrow and winked at me, blowingmore smoke rings at me. They made me cough and also dizzy....though thefeeling was not unpleasant."I'll be back soon...I need to go back and help Hatter....I can only hopethe Red Bitch has not taken him" he growled hopping to the edge of theclearing"Now remember play nice" he quipped over his shoulder before disappearinginto the mist.Caterpillar beckon me by patting an empty cushion next to. . I can’t-“ A moan. “Fuck.”“Don’t fight it, Eric.”“Fuck. Fuck.”“You’ve got lube at hand. Might as well use it.”“Wh-hat? Fuck.”“Jerk off, Eric. I’m sure you’re not comfortable right now. You have my permission.”“Oh, God. This is... God. Fuck.” More moaning.“Do it. Harder, Eric.”“Ah, God!”“More. Right now. Let go.”A long groan. Curses. More groans.Heavy breathing. Rustling.Silence. A faint buzzing sound.“I’ve...” A shuddering breath. “I’ve got it.”“What, really? You do?”“Yeah, it... uhm. It came.