”“What is it?”“With my magic, I can impregnate myself as well. Your seed is inside me right now. I want ... I want to have a child Toha.”He ...ad a bit of a shocked look on his face, “You can? Have you already had children before?”She nodded, “I did ... so long ago. They were all wiped out by Cataclysm.” A tear rolled down her eyes. “I miss them so much. My original father for those children has long been buried. Toha ... I need to replace what I have lost before you are longed and buried.. Once down in the basement they would each be given a communion cup containing holy wine which had been specially prepared for the purpose. It was necessary for each of the participants to drain their cup dry before the anointment could continue. As the drafts were being consumed specially composed music was played over the sound system and, as with all musical productions heard within the church, there was a soothing undulating background humming that caused all the attendees to feel so relaxed. Priscilla was very unused to being deprived of anything, and having been spurned by Mark Denning at the conference at the Radisson, the fire of envy and resentment burned strong. It had been almost two months, that time in his hotel room when she had taken his cock in her mouth and given him supreme joy, only to be rejected and turned out of his room and his life, in favor of that nasty little blonde bitch that sang in church and did nothing but make people love her and want her! Silly little. Yes, she had twice offered herself to me, but it had been done in a subtle, loving way that asked for nothing.I struggled with the situation because every time I looked at Karin, I saw Birgit. When she spoke, I heard Birgit. When she touched me, I felt Birgit touch me. That was part of why I had sent her away — being with Karin needed to be about Karin, not about Birgit, and I couldn’t separate them.Now, Karin was offering to listen, to help. Sending her away because of my own fears, my own.