Regardless the control and patience I have, there's only so much I can take now before helplessly exploding.You're close to me now, on your knees, on ...y left side, a beautiful naked blur in my periphery. A patient wolf surveying her claimed terrain. Even in this position, I can see and feel your eyes. Sometimes I call you my beautiful moon because of their vibrant grey shade. In certain lighting, they have lovely flecks of cool blue, the sky of clear summer mornings contained in two gorgeous. Take it as a life lesson. Tell him that you had fun, but you’ve been through a couple of breakups this semester and you need to take time away from dating.”“Yeah. That’s pretty much what I was thinking. We’re supposed to go to dinner tonight. Can you please just show up for a bit?”“Have you forgotten that I have a date with Tricia tonight?” I asked gently. “I don’t particularly want to stand her up to rubber stamp your breakup. Your last one didn’t turn out so well for me. I’ve lost one. But my body is the same as when I was 14. I can still wear my clothes from Junior High, and sometimes even do on stage. My breasts are still an A cup, the same as they were on that night. I’m still only 5 foot tall, I have not grown a millimeter or gained a pound since then.“And literally I can go for weeks without eating, or eat like a pig for weeks and never gain or loose a pound. An interesting ability, and one that comes in handy for a student in college. I still feel hunger, but it does. "Mom, Aunt Mel, do you guys have any ideas about colors for this place?"I asked generously. "It's your job Joan, just be sure not to choose anything too bold. I'dstick with some nice pastels and vary the colors enough to give each rooman individual atmosphere of its own." I liked Mom's decorating ideas. I'dactually been thinking along the same lines myself. This wasn't justgoing to be a job. This was going to be fun. In on the ground floor, soto speak. Still, I had no idea where to begin.We.