Sometimes I use yours.”My head snapped around, me eyes popped open, and my mouth hung open with nothing coming out.Mom said, “Yes! Believe it or n...t, sometimes I wear your used underwear to bed when I masturbate. Lately that has been every night. I bet you that I am just as horny as you are.”I was still looking at her speechless.Mom said, “I have been thinking that maybe the two of us should help one another out. Kill two birds with one stone as they say.”Finally I got the power of speech back. We talked about what we like most about guys. He said that he liked to see guys do really kinky things like peeing and BDSM type of stuff. I told him that I liked guy's bodies as well as their feet. I will always live girls, but recently, I have been rally turned on by hot guys my age. He told me that he had only been blown by a guy once, but had given head three times. And one time he did it because a guy paid him because he heard he gave amazing blow jobs. The other times were at parties that. Being transgendered is a state of mind, not body. Physicalappearance simply helps others to relate to you in the proper perspective,which brings us full circle to your son's behavior."She looked at her watch."Thirty minutes and that's pushing it. Last week I recommend that you letnature take its course. What course did Jamie's nature take?" The same one. He plays with his doll. He has learned to change herdress and when he does, he has me dress him in the matching outfit or atleast the one. "No, I see your point. If I have the surgery, how long will it be beforeI can leave here?" I asked."Two weeks," she said."Will I be, like, scarred and scary down there when I leave?" I asked."No. You might have a surgical scar just above your neo-penis, but thatcan be hidden by allowing your public hair to grow back. You'll have ascar on your leg, because we need to extract a vein from there to extendyour urethra," she said."And my neo-penis. Will it always be hard?" I asked."No, it should be.