I showed admirable self-restraint until she bent in front of me using my body ostensibly to lean on to repair her stiletto heel, in reality for me to ...ick the lock we were leaning against with more than a hundred people surrounding us. I came in my pants.Her nipples are bright pink. I had always previously thought of the colour as 'virgin nipple pink', which shows you just how much or little I know. I'd gained my colour knowledge, amongst other forms of education, from my seven sisters. Her. Main jhat se Kushal ko Vodka laane ke liye message kar diya. Aur woh maan bhi gaya. Mera plan ab set tha Kushal ko drink karaungi aur fir Deepak ke kamre mein chali jaungi.Raat hui, Kushal aaya. Usne aate hi mujhe kiss kiya aur bola aaj to maze se drink karenge. Maine bola, “Bilkul.” Kushal kamre mein chala gaya. Deepak abhi tak wapas nahi aaya tha. Mujhe uski badi yaad aa rahi thi. Use dekhne ka mann ho raha tha.Doorbell baji to bhaag ke main door kholne gayi. Darwaze pe Deepak tha. Use dekhne. ..” I pause as I hear a faint sniffle, and look down to Bell “H... Hey, what’s wrong?”“It’s nothing...” I feel a warm drip fall from the tip of her nose, and seep through the thin fabric of my trousers, and brush her hair aside, looking down to see the tears pricking in her eyes. Smiling weakly, Bell tries her hardest to look strong in front of me, but I can just tell that something is eating away at her “I’m fine, it’s just the movie!” I shuffle slightly, and place my hands on each of her. So I had you there (rocking imaginary baby) looking up at me, and your mother being carted away on a gurney to some horrible place that I still can't even think to imagine. (Run hand through hair.) I named you Sarah Michelle. You were so beautiful there in my arms. You were so small. You looked up at me that first time and opened your eyes and I was mesmerized. I was crying over your mother and the nurse put you in my arms. I was watching her roll down the hallway and I was holding you here, so.