She was sure he could hear the disappointment in her voice. And yet, at the same time, the realization that he assumed she would be coming again next ...riday made her heart beat a little faster. He nodded again, turned, and walked toward the parking lot. She waited for a minute and then slowly moved in the same direction. As she was unlocking her car she saw his truck turn into the street and drive away. As she expected, Cynthia called her the next morning. They chatted for awhile and then. Before we left for the motel, the women and girls went with Helen when she rushed upstairs to pack. I came close to telling her not to bother packing very much, but Oliver was standing nearby.He was telling me, “Josey, I have never in my life, felt as good as I do right this minute. It had been two years - since we heard from Belle, and when she called, all the members were excited to learn she was flying to Iowa with her sister and her partner, Josey Ruiz. Of course, there wasn’t a man among. I sit down andstarted eating, trying to avoid tasting the food. I think back to theother things I've read in the diaries -- cheer practice, dance recitals,who knows what they have planned for me tonight?"She went online or watched TV or chatted...but we tried to stop boredomas we wanted her to be happy. You'll love this...I'm going to take you toyour weekly cheer practise.And tomorrow it's your birthday and all yourfriends are coming over."James came in smiling. "You were so cute in that. I could see the jerk from my class who teased me about how slutty my mom dressed all the time grinning as my mom sucked on his knobI knew my mother was no angel…I’ve gotten used to seeing my mom get dressed in attire no mother should wear every weekend as she prepares to get fucked, or waking up in the middle of the night and hearing moans and screams come down the hall from her bedroom. I even knew she had recently been fucked by at least a few mutual acquaintances of mine, and someone has.