"I don't know, I just felt so cheap afterwards." Why would you feel cheap?" I shouldn't be trying to, you know, trying to impress some guy." Brendasai..., with embarrassment in her voice."Why shouldn't you, you're a very pretty young woman and that's whatyoung women do, impress young men." But he already has a girl friend." Did you ask him out?" Good heavens no." Did you throw yourself at his feet?" Of course not." Then why do you feel you did something wrong?" I wanted him to like me and think I. ”“Thanks,” I said. I was so tired that I just wanted to go to sleep.“Mom suggested that I put the lubricant on myself,” she said.“Oh,” I said.“She didn’t say why.” My older sister looked at me. “Did you do it when you made hers?”I nodded.“That must have been interesting.”“You have no idea.” I said.“When do you want to do me?” she asked.I wished she hadn’t put it quite that way. I was tired, but I wasn’t dead. I had had sex twice now. You’d think a guy would get used to it ... be satisfied .... Pete had actually imagined himself getting Samantha to come visit him and that he'd seduced her there in his living room floor. He had actually jerked off frequently from imagining himself undressing Sam again like he did when they were teenage lovers and throwing her down on the living room couch, eating her pussy and then fucking her right then and there before they'd even started to get caught up on each others' lives. That wasn't exactly how their meeting took place.Pete had picked up some. ‘Lady… this is not a place for you to play nursemaid. This is war and you are a liability. If the Aretai find you, they’ll use you against him.’ She shook her head at him, she didn’t want to believe what he was saying and, as many other free women, she thought herself to be ten foot tall and completely invincible. Her stubbornness wouldn’t let her see that he was probably speaking the truth. She didn’t want to be stuck behind the walls of a city when the world around her was so full of life..