But we are going to avoid that word, and go for another! The H word! I hate you, I hate talking to that guy, I hate going there, I hate this class, I ...ate the neighbors, I hate being here, I hate my life...How bad do you really have it? Sure, you're broke, your girlfriend left you, you have a hundred kids, you have no friends ... whatever. You're alive. That's enough to say "I love you" to somebody ... something, whatever. One thing I've learned in my years of breathing is that when the fan is. I dragged the curtains around me and told Sonali to sleep with me. We switched off our mobile phones to avoid disturbance from our family members. We embraced together under the blanket as all the lights were switched off. My fingers played all around her body as we kissed deeply and passionately. I unbuttoned her bra buttons and sneaked my fingers inside her tee shirt and played with her boobs. She pushed my head down to have a taste of her boobs. I tasted them one by one and bit the nipples. She was shame in his eyes. But she didn’t want to finish this session like this. Before he could walk to his bed she caught his hand.He looked at her in confusion.“You can’t make me feel like prostitute again” she said. He looked at her in disbelief “Every time your pant gets wet you move away from me. You can’t do this to me everything, please … Even I have a feeling. … Didn’t you enjoy” he didn’t say anything. He just kept looking at me “Please say, didn’t you enjoy it” I begged.“I did. But. And then Suresh left. Swati was very frightened with what just happened and not knowing what to do. She closed the door and noticed Sahil staring at her with angry looks.Sahil came towards and caught hold of her by her neck and pushed her towards the wall.Sahil – Mujhe hamesha se pata tha, ki tum kuch to gadbad kar rahi ho.Swati – Mera baat suno beta, aisa kuch nahi hai.Sahil – Sab pata hai mujhe, tumhe lund chahiye na. Mai deta hu.Swati – Beta kya kar rahe ho?? Shikha dekh legi.Sahil – Acche.