It is not a sexual experience, or at least it isn't supposed to be and nothing of that sort has ever happened to me. Except of course that one time, w...ich was also my first time. Not my first time in a sauna, the first time I had sex.It happened at the particle physics summer school in the Black Forest. Two weeks of good food, beautiful scenery and quantum chromodynamics. The last part was not entirely my thing, I was just there to provide tech support. So when everyone else was listening to a. Actually, I don't think I'd everbeen this thin--almost as thin as Michael now. My arms, legs and even myshoulders were skinny. I still had a little bit of muscle on my stomach,but it wasn't obvious now unless I flexed the muscles, even then it wasno six pack, it was just kind of flat. It was a little embarrassing tohave all this show through my snug shirts, because I looked so weak now,but then again none of the other Pinkbands were muscular so I didn'tstand out or anything. Actually it was. Looking at the bedroom that I thought I'd left 80 years ago. Running my forefinger on the surface of the bedside drawer, I noticed the lack of dust which lent credence to Mother's words. I couldn't have left this place for too long."How long have I left this world?"She smiled. "You'll find out. I'm going back to Yenne Velt. Come back once in a while. You should know how to do that by now."With that last word, I felt the air thicken and and the light distort around her. Not 5 seconds later, her. As we got to the car, she turned and made an unusual request, "Can you do me a favor and let me be the guy tonight? You know, let me open doors for you and order the wine and spoil you a little and all those guy things?" "You want me to be the spoiled date? Sure, I can do that. But why?"She said, "It's kind of important, but I'm not ready to talk about it." So she took me on a date and we had a good one. Dinner was superb and we had a bottle of fine wine. As we were having dessert, I could tell.