” She turned back to Carol. “Don’t worry dear. It will pass and you will be very happy and live a long and prosperous life. Follow me. I’ll gi...e you a table out back where you can have a little privacy.”We moved to our seats but before we could sit down she looked at me and said, “I thought that you would come back after taking Janice home, Goyse. I know you thought about it. I would have liked that. I saw the sadness in your eyes. It would have helped you to have someone to talk to.”I looked. I read the Caretaker’s, Companion’s and Hero’s papers again. Everything was about going to Chaos and barely anything was written about coming back to Earth. It was a crazy idea, and I didn’t know if Beth even felt the same way about me. Finally, I put it all away. It was just after 2:00 It was no wonder that my stomach was giving me fits about being hungry.The thought of my own cooking got me into the car and head back to the Wonder Burger. My mind was still playing tricks with me about how. I have learned that men think this way. I heard a light knocking at my door at just the appointed time. I opened the door and the look on Jon’s face was just what I expected. I was stunningly sensual and he was in awe. ‘Jess, you’re blonde and…you are beautiful!’ He stammered. ‘I’m sorry, my name is Jackie…Tom.’ I responded. ‘I am sure you must have me mistaken for someone else. Aren’t you my blind date?’ I could see the flash of confusion settling into the realization of the moment as Jon. Actually he sounded like a thug. To my dismay, he saw me sitting there. ‘Who the fuck are you Asshole?’ he not so politely asked. Before I could formulate an answer, a voice called out the door, ‘Angelo, what did you find? Is he dangerous?’ ‘No Boss, just some drunken loser laying here in his own piss and puke.’ I started to protest, ‘I’m a medical student!’ Now I really don’t know why I said that. It just sort of came out. Angelo reached down as if to hit me when that commanding voice said,.