Didn’t I know it? I should’ve known it. Who would’ve walked in at just that moment? Of course, there was Rebecca with two of her girlfriends wan...ering up and down the aisles looking for God knows what.Well, there I was stacking nail polish remover when she strolled down my aisle. Even after all the years that have passed I can still hear her now, “Oh my. Girls look who’s here. It’s Travis,” Sometimes she could really be creepy, “Tell me Travis which color do you like better the clear or the. She instructed them, almost contemptuously, to cover themselves up and for them to resume their duties telling Thomas to bring the Chaise so that we might return to the house.On the ride home I assailed my wicked mentor with questions, there was so much of which I had seen and what was done that made me even more inquisitive. I asked from where the black fellow had originated as I had never before seen such fine example of manhood. She told me he was a native from 'the Indies' and had been an. Your words sending floods of tingling heat through me. I smiled at your command and went immediately back to bed... Since my earliest days, I have had the ability to place myself where I wish to be. If I were ill, I would close me eyes and imagine more pleasant sensations, like lying on the beach and listening to the waves crash on the shore. When my husband was suffering with the worst of his cancer and even the morphine wasn't helping much, I would take him on a mental journey with me to our. Nada y puesnada. A Cornucopia of great nothing. That is all there is. All there everwas. All there ever will be.Void without end. . . .Troy was trying to lift my head with his nose, the ball still in hismouth, and I shoved him away. He returned to sit on a lower step and puthis head next to me, his neck stretched across the cold wooden porch.I wiped my eyes and said, "See, I can't even make you happy, can I,sweetheart?"I threw my head back to drain the wine glass, but it was already empty..