But today, as I talk to you, blue is the color of my pain. As I sit here at my computer desk, I play with the buttons on the keyboard of my PC trying ...o understand exactly what got me down today. I have so many things on my mind, especially him. One of my best friends, Michael Davis is the one who’s on my mind something fierce today. No wonder I can’t write anything today. ‘I’m not ready for a relationship right now. I have always tried to make that clear to you when we first met, Camille. I’m. .What the fuck is happening here??"Mmmm, someone's horny," she purred next to me, as she reached for my swelling piece.I hadn't realized I was driving with a cock in full rigor."Doesn't take much with you baby, you know that," I said, trying to keep cool."Find a spot baby," she said, smiling like a whore. You really want sex now?? Maybe he wasn't that good. Maybe she wasn't satisfied, I thought....I hoped."Yeah baby, I need to take a piss", I said strategically."Mmm, sounds good baby", she. I was light headed and didn’t feel like it was safe to move, but also listening to her breathing. Once the dizziness passed I got the emergency blanket from my backpack and laid it on the ground. I then unlocked her ankle cuffs. Then holding her against me with one hand I unlocked her wrist cuffs. I then carried her over to the blanket and laid her on it, with her shirt as a pillow. I then pulled the rest of the blanket over her. That done I took a swig of water and started breaking things down. She gave me a shot in the hip, scuttled out again, then returned about five minutes later with a tall, imposing man who introduced himself as Dr Esterhaus. He flicked the fluorescent lights in the room on."How are you feeling this morning, Mr. Ealey?"I had to clear my throat to speak. My voice came out a little hoarse and raspy. I told him I felt a lot better, though perhaps that was the drugs."Yes, you've been very feverish for a while now. We were quite concerned. Mr. Ealey --" -- Call me.