.... exactly like I did just over 5 years ago.'What have we here b*o,a lost little white boy trapped and alone with us' said the ringleader.A tall, br...ad, strong looking black male who had the look of a cat that had caught a mouse. 'You'd better drop down on your knees and eat each of our big, black cocks BOY. If we have to make you we'll just fuck you aswell at the same time. That's if we don’t fuck you anyway.... you whiteboys are born to be a slut to the black man, some of you haven't learnt. I laid in bed all day, didn’t sleep much, didn’t eat much, didn’t talk at all, I couldn’t. Or at least I couldn’t for a little while. After some time I started to be with others again, be with family. I still didn’t say much, but I was coming back around. A couple months after she died, I was stilling outside with family, listening to them talk about things happening in their lives. When my grandmother turns to me and asks ‘So what happened? Why did she die so suddenly? Couldn’t they have. Are you even still standing? Your senses are overloaded to the point where you want to just curl up and disappear, and then... nothing. You don't hear anything, and before you is an infinite expanse of darkness. You don't even have a body. Where am I? Am I dead? You try to process what just happened. Wait, you think. If I were dead, then I wouldn't be aware, right? So I must be alive, or at least something like it."You're fast to catch on."A voice echoes out from the darkness, instantly being. I just came to tell you. If you find these students please call me straight away." The principal looked at his watch. "I have a meeting now." I'm sure those two will turn up soon," I said.The principal said, "I hope so," before walking away."Where's my sister?" Lily asked me."She said she went to Dendy Park to see Mark," I said. "Do you want to go look for her with me?" I've got a class now," she said."Skip it. The teacher won't mind if we tell them we're looking for your sister." Isn't school.