While we were eating we shared some small talk about her plans for school, my electrical engineering school and the new job I started about 6 months e...rlier. At this point the food was eaten and there was some drinks left and there seemed to be some tension in the air, and I was not sure what to make of it. I moved in closer to her and asked if I could kiss her with her answering very much so. She met me half way and when our lips met it was as if I were kissing an angel. Her lips were very. I felt anxious and uneasy and uncomfortable, like there was an itch stuck underneath my skin that wouldn’t go away. I kind of felt like jacking off behind the dumpster, too, but I’m not sure if it was more horniness or boredom.I rubbed idly at my crotch. I hadn’t gotten any, and certainly not anything good, in a long time. Lying to myself about my sexuality probably had something to do with it. The town was kind of backwards about certain things, and being gay was a big deal. No one, not a. I never told anybody how I felt about it before.’ (And he hadn’t, not even Barbara) I met him at the door with a hug, with a kiss and a steaming cup of coffee. We had a light meal of raisin toast, poached eggs, orange juice and coffee, it was a nice and cozy breakfast. Afterward we went to the basement to do stretching and aerobic exercises. All my exercising these past months paid off. I was able to match him sit up for sit up and keep up with him for the rest of our aerobic and stretching. "Oh good you are up I've made breakfast" Bridget says with a smile"You're up early hun it's not even seven yet" Bern replies as she swallows down two headache tablets"I've been up for a while. I can't remember the last time I watched a sunrise, sober anyway, it was beautiful." I don't think I could face anything to eat yet, my head is banging. Look at you all spritely, was it only me that drank last night?" I guess I am used to that amount of drink and you're not," Bridget gigglesSitting at the.