I was all alone on a Friday night. My good old hubby was fucking out of town doing the stuff for the correspondence education seminars and I was house...sitting for him. Well – as Indian women often do when left alone, I had just stepped out of a very hot bath and was looking forward to some time alone with my vibrator. I toweled off and padded into the small library that had our computer thinking I might look at some internet porn or something. I quickly found some really good lesbian porn. Said maybe I f you were my teacher I'd like it. This boy has flirted with me since he was old enough to talk lol. Not that this Matters but he's black most of the neighborhood is. Time passes and I go to the bathroom when got back to the living room I noticed him smelling my shoes and he drops them really quick. I didn't want to embarrass him so I go along with it by saying do they stink? He replied saying I bet nothing about you stinks" so I picked one up and smelled and said nah not to. " For a moment she stood there, then she walked away, trying to get control of her roiling emotions. x-x-x-x Ten days later, Imaginary Grace worked through their first sound check of the new tour. Ryan had been so preoccupied with Brody that she she'd forgotten to be intimidated, or even nervous, about the upcoming shows. She wasn't sure how she felt about anything. Every time she thought about it, she went through a range of emotions from anger to frustration to sadness. Involved in her own. I think the biggest thing is a passion not necessary staying shape it helps but that's a personal thing some of the happiest people I Know larger than most. I have just been reflecting on it and having something push me has helped me keep my head all these years and I have been having a great life not a lot of money but I'm not money driven I got into off-roading for years just got a jeep so I starting a little again no more huge trucks and even that though I was constantly working on my truck.