..”Deena giggled. “Hey, if you can make spending money...”“But don’t you DARE chop off the ding-dong,” I laughed. “We have needs...”�...And that WOULD be a surprise,” Deena added.So I guess that Bill’s okay with it. I don’t think he really wants us dumbed down, you know, and the fact that we’re curious and we’re connected and that we pay attention to what’s happening in our lives, that’s reason enough for us to keep going like we’re going.Wednesday I came home to a FedEx delivery note on the door.. " What?!" Well you need to make some money and I could use a day or two off... We could help each other out. I mean you look like me and you can dance like me. It might be fun for you to find out a little more about women. It might even cure your shyness." She said." What do you mean shyness?" Oh c'mon, I'm not stupid. I've seen how you act. I'll even go as far as to bet that you're the first woman you've ever explored." He blushed. " See?" She concluded." Okay, maybe you're right." He. Not even when I’d confessed to cheating on her. This was a visceral reaction, and it told me one thing quite clearly — if I had sex with Jennifer, Kara and I were done for good.“Kara, Honey, I have absolutely no intention of doing that. I told Jennifer that on the phone. I was clear. I told her that I’d talk to her. That’s it. Talk. I don’t trust her enough to even think about having sex with her.”“Are you telling me the truth, Steve Adams? The whole truth?” Kara asked, her eyes narrowing.“Yes.. ‘You made a choice when you decided to let me cum inside you without telling me that you weren’t taking birth control! Now I’m making the choice to not fuck up our lives!’ I snatched away. ‘You’re crazy! You knew that I wasn’t taking birth control and it takes two to make a baby!’ James shook his head and groaned with frustration. ‘My God you’re such a desperate whore.’ I bit my lip, trying hard not to cry at his words. ‘James…I’m not going to kill my baby.’ James sighed. ‘That isn’t your.