“For the man maybe. Look at me, I’m tiny, and Enrique has is a good eight inches and thick. There's no way I can take him.”“Did he use a lubri...ant?”“No, just my pussy juices.”“Sometimes that’s enough.”She drank from her glass and put it aside. “Well, I might as well start looking for another man, by the morning Enrique will have kicked me out of his life.”I felt sorry for her and had a thought. “Esmeralda, this might sound crazy but I have an idea.”“What?”“Let me warm you up, before you meet. You joked you’d need it to calm yourself down. I opened the curtains to the room, we were on the second floor but I kept the sheers pulled I stood in front of the window watching the parking lot waiting for you to pull into the lot. The minutes passed liked hours; I paced the room then would return to the window spying again. I turned on the television hoping the distraction would help but I couldn’t focus on anything but your arrival. My phone rang; I answered and heard your voice. “I’m. I continued, "And Bryan, you are rapidly becoming a man, and our ages are not that far apart. In fact, I am closer to your age than I am to your father. The fact that you become aroused around me is not surprising; and certainly not something for you to be ashamed of." It is just so weird that I am reacting to you this way. I'm sorry. I am trying not to think of you and I am trying to make this go away, but it isn't working." Bryan said, looking at the floor, unable to look at me. His penis. He had wanted to stay at home for a couple of hours until his pills could start working, but when he had gone to get one of them, the bottle had been empty. It was in his pocket now, he would drop it off at the pharmacy when he felt better. His only other stash of pills was in his office at work. He had thought that he could make it in unseen, maybe sit in the dark for an hour and pray for death before anyone would know he was there. He should have known that Michelle would find him. The girl.