"Close enough."I opened the door. Robbie was just pulling a t-shirt of her head. I had a brief view of her green bra. Before she pulled the shirt down...and flipped her hair out from the back of it."A padded bra? Robbie, I'm so disillusioned."Robbie shot me a dirty look. "You wearing a cup, boy?"I considered taking the fifth, wondering if she was planning to test it."Uh, yeah." Like the extra protection down there?"I nodded."Think about it."I'm slow, but I do catch on, eventually.Robbie pulled on. What if my own abilities as a lover, my own idea of my sexy, sensual self was all in my own mind? What if nerves took over? What if for whatever reason he didn’t enjoy me or the evening? My sexual/sensual motor runs at a pretty constant purr but the possibility that I was might actually be a great big fraud almost stopped me in my tracks. …..A moment of insecurity. The burden of responsibility to make this truly an occasion to remember weighed me down momentarily.However as I always do, I gave. She said, "Your Blues King is waiting for you," when she saw me looking at her. "I tuned it earlier so we could do some practicing. How about we put some kind of playlist together so that there's some order to what we're going to do." Good idea. Have you eaten yet? If not, eat something, and then we'll work on the playlist. It might be a good time to practice some vocals with Tina. We did a couple of things while harmonizing that time on the island. We should do some of that."Lisa agreed, "I. She constantly is bouncing her leg, because she has trouble paying attention. Her little quirks are some of the things I love about her. We've been best friends for years, well really forever. We met in the first year of school and have been attached since. How could I not love someone who I have known for so long? I just don’t know how she feels about me. I want it; I want it more than anything, for her to feel the same as me. “You almost done yours, Amy?” Bailey breaks my train of thought,.