Unfortunately there were dozens of women that simply ignore you, some that immediately block you, some that want you to jump through hoops before they...would consider having a meaningful conversation, and a few that would write for a few days, then just ignore you when you are not interesting enough in a text to convince them to meet you in the real world. Corona definitely did not help my situation, as most people were to scared to have any real meetings. A few times I got my hopes up, because. “Jennifer. You are absolutely not going to lose me as a friend, nor as a lover. That never crossed my mind. Well, not quite true. I actually thought you might change the relationship if you couldn’t have me exclusively.”“I don’t want your body exclusively. Just your heart. But even there, I know that Birgit has some kind of claim on it. As I said, that’s so far in the future that I can’t worry about it now. Who knows what will happen eight or ten years from now? I can take that risk. But here. That night passed by somehow and next morning, I was still worried about her, so I took a leave from office, and was watching over their balcony from my window… Her husband and aamina’s husband left as usual after that Zainab’s daughter left for school on the school bus. I gathered my courage and went over to Zainab’s apartment on the third floor and rang the doorbell… there was no response, rung it again and thought to leave when she finally opened the door… she saw me, and her facial. You don’t know where I will touch you. The feeling of anticipation is driving you wild. My wet breath is next to your ear as I whisper to you that I’m leaving. Then you hear me walk out the door, it closing behind me. You are gutted, writhing against your ropes on the bed, naked and dripping. You moan and whimper and call out. You start to lose all concept of time. have you been waiting 15 mins or an hour? You lie there in the dark with your pussy on fire, praying for my return. Then someone.