This surprised me, they were not rough or crude as I would have expected. Sue came back to me and cuddled against me. By now she was quite light heade... with the wine, the music and the atmosphere to say nothing of what she had just experienced. I whispered to her and asked if she had enjoyed it and she gave a soft mmmh which I took to mean yes. I quietly asked her if she wanted to go back to our tent or stay and let things develop and she said lets stay so I knew she was comfortable for things. ..I like to think that if you obsess about a dream or fantasy that it will never come true, but having both patience and faith will allow it to come in its own time, usually not how you would expect. I had a rather interesting encounter with my sister yesterday and it means so much to me that I have to share it with someone. I was taking a shower at my parents house in preparation for a job interview (I keep nice clothes at their house). My mom and my sister returned from their body pump class. On hot days, the air is too thin and the plane can't get off the ground if it's too heavy. So how much do you weigh?" Probably one eighty, one eighty-five." I weigh about one ninety, so together we weigh just under four hundred pounds. It's not that hot, so if we add the four hundred to the little over a thousand pounds the plane weighs empty but full of fuel we'll be two hundred pounds lighter than maximum. We should be able to take off without a problem."Once again, we pushed an airplane out. "Love hurts, you know that don't you, Sarah?" I nodded and a tear rolled down my cheek onto his finger, and he smiled. I knew what he meant, I wasn't stupid, daddy was his brother and I knew all about what he wanted me to do, but I didn't have anybody left. I had no one but him and I would have done anything for his love; and I did. Uncle Dan pulled the blanket down and pushed my nightgown up to my stomach and pulled my panties down to my knees. I watched his face as he ran his thumb over.