I began to shakeand whimper, and ran out of the room and back to my room. Once there Ijust fell apart, crumpling on the bed and weeping uncontrollably... (I wasagain acting like such a child, and I knew it. But long buried emotionswere coming up that I just hadn't ever dealt with as a boy. And now Iwas being flooded with wild mood swings that were overwhelming.)After I quieted down, about 45 minutes later, I could hear that my momand Ms. Jennifer were talking, though I wasn't sure what they. ) Then I told all my feelings towards her. To my surprise she told me that she used to peep through my bedroom window always when I have sex with my wife & masturbates imagining herself in place of my wife under me.Neena looks very sexy in sleeveless nightie was watching me attentively and suddenly got up and sat on my lap. I was shocked but I liked her move. She put her hand behind my head and pulled it on her chest. She was hot as a volcano and her all heat got into me and I started caressing. I thought the entire head was in, but just as I thought that, I felt my asshole suddenly stretch drastically as the flared rim of the head was shoved in. I actually yelled out loud as it popped in. It really hurt. Not in a sharp pain kind of way, but more in an uncomfortable, stretching out before a workout kind of way. He just held it right there as the pain slowly subsided. He said, "Tell me when you're ready and I'll continue." It took a long time for the pain to lessen and fade. I said,. I can't go around tellingother guys that I wanna fuck `em. Jay, you've gotta be my man!" "OK, tell you what! All you've done so far is to fuck Stan here,so how bout if we have Stan kind of stand by and watch while we fuck eachother to just make sure we're doing stuff right? Let's face it Darrell,I'm not gonna have you fucking me with that damn big pole you've got there,without knowing that you've been fucked too. It just ain't gonna work thatway. Fact is, right now I think I'd rather have.