I no longer felt the steaming water running through my hair and over my skin. All my senses were wrapped up into the tingles and sparks I was feeling ...n my nipples, in my chest, and deep inside my vagina. My hands moved gently across the landscape of my body, over nipples that were almost aglow in bright red. Across my petite breasts, down the flat, pale stretch of my abdomen, through the thin, almost non-existent patch of pubic hair. I turned to let the water rush down my back and butt. I. We dated for seven months and about the time his career took off, he asked me to marry him." And you lived happily ever after," finished Shanti."Not quite. Within a couple of years he was a vice president, but so busy we hardly ever saw each other. I became despondent, lonely. It's no secret. I had affairs, became an alcoholic. Almost in desperation we had Laura and Jody. Maybe for the wrong reasons, the right things began to happen. Drummond took more time to spend with me and the kids and I. I'm always compelled to comment on the Live Cam men and their penises and occasionally I get a private message. "Hi," usually starts the conversation followed by an invitation for some camera-to-camera chat at which time my heart begins to race as I reach for my cam and a beer.Within minutes, I was enjoying a video chat with a very well endowed man from Milwaukee. He was younger than me, as are many nowadays and his erection was enviable. He had been pretty aggressive about getting together. .. at the risk of hurting our friendship, you know that I'm available as a stand in."Denise refused to lift her eyes from her plate, studying her food, and didn't reply. Renee stood and walked around the table and touched Denise gently on the shoulder. Denise flinched slightly, but made no move away. Renee slipped her arm around Denise's shoulders and leaned down to hug the redhead."Denise anything that would happen between us, stays between us," Renee whispered, "I know that you and Jack.