I have to go. Jane wants me again.-8:30 pm-It’s been a wonderful day. Jane and I spent the entire afternoon talking about everything. I never have h...d such a feeling of closeness with anyone before. I want to tell her about the training I’m going through so badly, but for some reason, I can’t. I try, but nothing happens. Tim has done something to me, I’m sure of it. After finally finding a friend in my sister, I think I won’t need to go through Tim’s training. I’m going to tell him tomorrow. “I better not.” I mumbled. “I don’t want to upset J.D.”My refusal didn’t set well with Cody. It was clear, by the look on his handsome face, that he wasn’t happy with my decision.“Well, he surely won’t object if I kiss you goodnight!” He muttered, leaning into to me. I barely had a chance to moisten my lips before the cowboy pressed his against them. Our tender kiss was soft and very prolonged. I could feel myself melting into Cody’s arms as we embraced. Thoughts of spending the night with him,. I though that was quite odd but not unsual for her to be there but not by herself. So i asked where my wife was oh she said she had to go to the grocery store to pick some stuff. I said oh okay no problem. I noticed that she had been drinking some wine. We started talking i asked her about her husband bill. She said oh hes at work like usual working long hours this time of year. I told her that sucks a wife like you he shouldnt be working long hours like that. He should be home with you. She. It didn't take long to realize, this wasn't going to work...the vibrator was too loud, the bathroom was too smelly and hot, and I was far too sober to be okay with any of it. I got my stuff together and left the store horny and frustrated.I started driving towards my destination again and thought I would just have to tough this one out. I tried to talk myself down, telling myself that I would just wait until I got home. I tried so hard to believe myself and think about other things, but I.