"Sex should never, ever hurt. Well, not the bad kind. Pain can give pleasure, but I think you should first feel that sex can make you feel so alive. L...t me do all the work. I promise I won't hurt you, and you can tell me to stop whenever you want to." And then he kissed me, slowly, languidly. As if he had all the time in the world. I tensed slightly as I felt his hand on my ribcage, but I forced myself to stay calm. Because if I was completely honest with myself, I wanted this for a long time. This life was all he'd ever known, and as theevening sea breeze quickened momentarily and ruffled the spikes of hishair, he had to admit that the prospect of losing it scared him.But the departure wasn't the only change he would have to deal with if hedecided to go forward. The Furlough entailed another major change thatAdam was uncomfortable even thinking about. The other side of life,indeed, he thought to himself. This particular change would make all therest even more challenging,. Then I asked, whether was it the right time to proceed. She smiled and said you have all the time in the world. He is not coming to be back before 10 in the night. He has been to a town nearby on his office work. I felt happy hearing this, thinking I can thoroughly have fun all the day. Then she asked me, whether I am hungry to have lunch. I winked at her, and said yaa, hungry for a full meal on the bed. She laughed, Give me a minute, she said and left, heading the main door, to ensure that it. I heard them but it was about films and their favorite stars.Suddenly, friend of my colleague enquired about my relation with lady. ” sir , may i know how you both are related ?”I did not know what to reply but may be mother was ready for this question..“me and vinod’s mother knows each other from our childhood . We are very intimate , more intimate than we are with our husbands . And i did not know when and how i became intimate with vinod also. “She remained quite for a minute , took my hand.