You can imagine she never makes it to the ceremony at all.”Janice stayed for a good long session, working her way through a selection of videos star...ing her pupils and her new porn star toyboy. Finally at almost ten she pronounced herself satisfied and we got dressed.“Very good Carl,” she patted my arm, “you really are a natural. And so perfect. Diane will be round again in the morning, ten-thirty, make sure you’re ready won’t you? I’ve had a very positive report from her, you’ll be glad to. .I love you."We silently held each other for a long time, then she said, "Idon't think I could have made love with you, if you weren'tdressed like that. I was just hurt too badly by a man." I feltso close to her right then, that I said, "I don't care how I'mdressed when I make love to you. I just love you so much, thatnothing else matters." The words that tumbled out shocked me,but as I thought about it, they began not to bother me at all.The feel of the silk sheets and the nylon gown felt. Only to Emma, it wasn't chaste. She shuddered.It took twenty-five minutes from the airport to the time share condo they rented for four thousand a month. It had a great view of the ocean and the naval yard where the carrier Ronald Reagan was berthed. It looked like a thousand men with marsh mellow hats were scurrying about the massive ship doing their work. Aircraft were on deck while mechanics were doing their maintenance work."A guy could easily be a spy from this place," Tim said, stepping. ” He quotes, the smug bastard. “I want you to be ready for it. I want you to want it.”I feel the growl before it comes out. “You little shit!” I snap, pushing off. “You think I’m some toy to play with? Well fuck you!”He smirks, not trying to stop him. “That’s what I intend, Miss Tiller. Or rather, for you to fuck me.”“And why, in all the heavens would I do that?”Before I have chance to realise it, his hands snap out, grab the back of my head and our lips are smashed together. I gasp and wiggle,.