I was so hungry. My mouth was so dry. What little water I had in my body, my head now laid in. I hate drooling. I began crying. I was so pathetic... I was alone. Hours passed.Hours of thinking, watching my life play out in my head, all my regrets. I didn’t care about sex anymore. Fuck sex! I just wanted Camryn. I wanted her then. I wanted her to hold me. Tell me that everything was ok. Hug me, kiss me. Make my damn pain go away. Fuck my penis, I hated it! It was the one that got. Oleg tossed my keys back to me, slipped out of this felt boots, back into his slippers and shuffled off to his seat by the fire. I headed toward the dining room, Oksana figured out what I was doing then dashed after me.We got into the dining room, Oksana surprised the hell out of me with a huge hug (because of Tatiana her hug made me uncomfortable enough that I didn't return it). She pulled away looked at me and said, "Sorry Comrade Captain, if I made you uncomfortable. I just wanted to show. Drinking ...stroking...sucking...and we heard a ladies voice from the yard to the right.She asked Jim who his girls were...with a laugh....Jim hustled us into the house and put on his shorts going back out to talk to his neighbor.Before long there was a knock on the door and this stunning milf appeared as Jim opened it smiling...filling her a glass of merlot as Paul and I were taking turns sucking each other.He introduced us to Eve as I had Paul's Cock deep down my throat...I said a muffled. I didn't...oh, God!" I noticed tears in Martin's eyes. "I mean,I've really fucked up. I...let me...I 'm sorry, I can explain this to..."Martin rambled, glancing away from John at me, looking desperate. He wasreally scared.At that point I stepped between John and Martin and said, "Wait a minute.Let me say something, okay? John, come over here next to me. I held John'shand, and put my other hand on Martin's left shoulder. I couldn't standseeing anyone, even Martin, being so upset. He was holding.