I've seen pictures. I've seen the videos. I've been warned.So anyway, Tina and Cindy bring me to the office. Well, the apartments, actually, which is ...cross the parking lot."You coming in with us, or you going to get Tim to console you?" I need consolation."Cindy said, well, go to our apartment to change into your bathing suit. Bring Tim with you. I promise nobody will walk in for half an hour. Evil little thing giggled. "Don't leave spots on the furniture." Tina, how long has she been this. The corner of his mouthcurled ? was he smiling? I felt the arm around my neck tighten again and Iscreamed. The guard in front of me grabbed my blouse and pulled down. It hurtalready. I felt something cold against my bare chest and struggled harder. Theywhispered to each other and the guy behind me let go. Everything blanked outfor a second. I felt the cold, damp floor against my skin and whimpered.It was worse then the first time. The pain seemed to get worse, and I closed myeyes opening my. We couldn't live with her mother, she had siblings. So the only thing I could do was to return to Oklahoma, I said honey I want you to stay here in California and let me go home and get a job. I will get a home and send for you in 6 months, just give me 6 month's. She was so angry that I was leaving and upset too. Our last day together was a disaster, I took my brothers truck down tothe river bed to find some alone time and to fuck. But I got stuck plum up to the fenders in a sand bar. Remember. ’ I held back a tear as I continued my questioning. ‘So you’re gentle and loving to her?’ He only shrugged. ‘Len is a gentle and loving woman.’ I sniffled a little, a tear beginning to run down my cheeks. ‘And I wasn’t?’ He shook his head. ‘You were a whiny, emotional child, Xiara. You needed discipline.’ I buried my face into my knees, halfway sobbing. ‘I didn’t need discipline! I needed love and affection, and the one human being who could possibly give me that unconditionally is gone! You.