He asked, "Hey Shay, would you like to ride in the big truck with me tomorrow night? I got to take a load over to Austin and it gets boring by myself.... I thought I had died and gone to heaven! Being only 16 years old, I asked my dad and mom and they agreed I could go. That would mean that I would get to spend all night in the semi! I was so excited, I couldn't wait for the next day. Dad suggested I go and stay with cousin Rick for the night so he wouldn't have to drive all the way back into. The hairs on the back of my neck stood on end, just as they had in my dream and my hand immediately went to the hilt of my sword as I erected my shield. If there was anyone there, I knew that they could no longer see me.Cautiously, I stepped onto the porch. A loose board creaked under my weight. "Oh, well. So much for being invisible," I thought to myself.I looked through the curtained glass of the upper half of the door, but could see no one. Still, my senses, while not being able to detect. She had a fall fashion show scheduled for late October in Italy. She was busy.I brushed her hair back. She smiled, so beautiful. “Marry me,” I asked again, now for the fifth time.“No.”“Then tell me why not. We’re happy. We love each other.”“You’re not ready.”Frustrated, I said, “Enough with the not ready, honey. Tell me why!”She smiled softly, reached out and caressed my jaw. “When you can go into Addison’s room, then you’ll be ready.”As much as it hurt to hear it, the truth hurt even more.. She didn't try to pretend to be more experienced but she was very curious about sex. After she had experienced her first intercourse with me, she became very excited about it all.She was a girl who wanted to do all things possible to please me, but as well she was a girl who had lot of sexual needs of her own, needs that she didn't even know existed before I led her into the world of sex. Her attitude towards sex was very open-minded in general, and it was funny how she was able to talk about.