I had genuine feelings for her, andI was certain that she felt the same about me. I knew I had to slowthings down before I did anything stupid. I ho...ed the holidays wouldoffer us a break so I could take a breath and rethink my situation. Wellfate was against me. Melissa confessed that she had no family in thestates, so she'd just be staying on campus for holiday break. Withoutthinking I asked her to go home with me. I knew my parents wouldn'tmind, and it'd make mom happy for me to bring. I don’t like having to sneak out to see you. I don’t like that I can’t have you come to my house for dinner.”“I’m not sure what to say about that,” I replied. “You’ve made it pretty clear that your dad will never approve.”“I wonder if Karl might be able to help. He’s home until next weekend. What if we came to meet you for dinner during the week? Our treat?”“I’d like to meet him, actually. Is he on leave?”“Until August 15th. He’s assigned to a base near Chicago working for the Judge Advocate. I look and study him more are these feelings mutual? All I can do is think about both of sharing the same bed, and maybe my hand would accidentally slip touching his hard cock in the middle of the night. My day dream is interrupted when Patrick comes back downstairs asking if we want to see a movie. End up watching some stoner comedy, soon after Adam leaves to go home. Patrick, Erin and I finish the movie and put on another. Erin and I are sitting on the floor and Patrick starts to doze off. The next day she told me to get ready to go out I asked her where and she said it is a surprise. we then went together and to my surprise she drove to a red light area and told me to pick a girl but I was very shy she understood my feeling and selected a girl for me and left me with her and told me to enjoy the night .I hugged her and said to her that she was the most caring mother and I love her she kissed me in my cheeks and said see you tomorrow and left. The feeling towards my mother.