Nervously, I stared at myself,seeing that I was still naked, and still looking like a Frankensteinmonster. It hadn't been a dream, which left me extre...ely disappointed.I'd really wanted this to be nothing more than a nightmare that I couldwake up from. The memory of my lost friends hit me, and I fell to theground crying again, thinking of Theresa whom I'd never marry now, andMike, my best friend. Gone, all of them. In the morning, when the sun had come up, I could see where Iwas much. ..tabhi achanak padate padte mera dhayan uske boobs par chala gaya .but pehli hi najar me dil ne keh diya ki ab to iske saath suhagraat banai hai...kya gajab ki breast thi uski .aur andar bra bhinahi thi....kya moti moti chuchiya thi uski...bus ab to mann me aa hichuka tha ki aaj to suhag raat manani hai chahe kuch bhih o jaye.Tabhi maine dobara farooq ko phone kiya ki bhai tu kaha hai aur kab tak aayega to farooq ne jawab diya ki yaar aaj raat sayad na aa pao.tu bahi wahi par so jana aur subah. Even Fergus appeared to be going out of his way to be polite, even to me.Larus cleared his throat, his gaze flickering to Aedan and then away quickly. “Well, the Commander, here, suggested we might be welcome at Soldier’s Peak, actually.” He swallowed nervously. “He said you could always use another healer. I am not sure how I feel about becoming a Grey Warden, though.”I considered. “We certainly could use you; currently we only have one healer. It’s a big decision though, so I can understand. Nothing was said between us until later in the evening, my husband sat in his chair I said I was going to make us all a drink and headed for the kitchen.Darren soon followed and started to speak, almost in a whisper he apologized, saying thank you for understanding and not saying anything.I said “That’s okay” not believing my own words.He then went on to say that he will soon be out of our lives and back home, sounding as if he was a burden to us being here. I reassured him again he was no.