But he underestimated her will power. She knew she could do it, he was just a temporary bridge until she found someone else. This was three months ago... She decided to finally order a drink and see if that might help her relax. She received her drink before beginning to consume it, sitting all by herself… *** No, that can’t be…can it? Why is…no, that can’t be… Curiosity rising, he pried himself from the chair he was sitting in before going to the bar. He happened to see her looking around and,. She was experiencing the same agony I had suffered through. I used that hellish condition to great effect in teaching her the self-discipline she would need to fight those forces and ultimately, her inner darkness. ******** At first, she didn’t take my edicts to remain chaste very well or very seriously, and continued to masturbate when the sexual urges became too difficult for her to control. I knew about these misbehaviors, and always told her in nauseating detail when, where and how she. “My love, we both know that whoever is trying to kill us is based in Santa Fe. I’m very worried about taking you there as we planned. It’ll be too damn easy for whoever is behind this to take care of us there instead of here or Las Cruces where we have support.”Anna interrupted at this point. “What you say is true, mi Pablo, but we can’t just stay here and pretend that no one is out there! They’ve already proven that they are more than willing to come after us. Sooner or later, no matter where. Danach kommen gleich die nächsten Aufforderungen. Weiter gehen - Geh weiter nach unten. Also gehe ich ein paar Stufen die Treppe runter und bleibe dann aber doch stehen. Es genügt beiden Frauen nicht dass ich nur so kurz im Treppenhaus stehe. Ich drehe mich um und beide sagen ich soll bis an die Haustür gehen. Damit sie das auch kontrollieren können soll ich dann noch die Tür öffnen und außen zum Wohnzimmerfenster hochgucken. Das ist schon ein Wahnsinn aber auch so erregend, dass ich die ganze.