Mary would freak out if a male was near her for any period of time. She would talk to me if I was across the room from her. If I got within five feet,...she'd get extremely nervous and start to cry unless I got away quick.We pulled into the lot next to Dr. Bartlett's building. Mary kept looking back at John and me as we followed the three of them to the elevators. John and I stayed in one of the back corners. The women were in the opposite corner up front. Mary constantly checked behind her as we. As we walked in I noticed the lighting was now dimmer and I saw that one cubicle was taken so we both went into the other to relieve ourselves, my tee shirt was hindering me so I took it off and put it on the cistern and stood by the bowl opposite the hole and pulled my cock out the side of my shorts and started to piss, Den did the same and it must have been a funny sight to the person next door if they saw two guys standing there pissing in unison.I noticed a shadow by the hole so it was. I saw the things I had done during my bloodlust. I saw the things Kaan did to my family. Every day I awoke thankful that my memory hadn't returned. Every night I went to sleep, praying that I wouldn't turn into a monster when I awoke."I was tortured by what I didn't know. I was plagued with the fear I would become enlightened. Now I know everything. My fears came true. I was a monster. A hundred and fifty Ioshari gave their lives to join with me. They are with me to fight against Kaan. It is my. His new wife wouldn't want them.On Monday, I inspected my pussy. It looked abused. Had I really let him put his shaft in there, and begged for him to fuck me?On Tuesday, I had a serious talk with myself. If he came back on Saturday night, I would tell him to go. I'd say that I hadn't bought the condoms he'd asked me to buy. He would leave, wouldn't he?On Wednesday, I retrieved the dress from the trash. As I washed and ironed the dress, I resolved to never wear it again. Was that a button.