Sitting there watching the game with thirty other men and women turned the game on the television from boring to interesting as people who I did not k...ow argued over everything the television showed. By the time halftime rolled around a lot of people were heading for the bathrooms then back to the snack bar that had been set up for everyone. The women who were not football fans hid in the kitchen and dining room having their own get together with lots of laughter coming from that side of the. I got on my bike and took off. I couldn't see anything in front of me – something was blurring my vision – but I wasn't trying to go anywhere. Still, when I found myself at the mall, I parked and went in. In the past, I have always used work to drown emotional pain. Hopefully, the store would let me put in a few extra hours.KimKim saw me as I came through the door. "SeSe-kun?" She ran out from behind the register, leaving a customer standing there. "What's wrong? ChouChou! Miko-chan!. "I curled around to hold her and asked, "You liked that?" And, if I'd had anything at all left in my balls, I'd have come again when she answered."Yes! I came so hard."I probably should have put things together that third night, but it took me "til the fourth. I stayed over the next day (I couldn't help it, it was like I was becoming addicted).We talked about many things: life, our pasts, and sex. She told me about her last boyfriend and how he'd helped her so much. He was a therapist, and had. " Ok. I'll take some food now, and think about a more permanent plan. You should have told me, sooner." People without food for a while, needed liquids, or they would just puke it back out. A large pot was put on the stove, and many cans of soup were dumped in. My camping equipment yielded some plastic and stainless steel mugs. The soup was not hot yet; but I turned off the gas under it, and put on the cover. On the way out, I grabbed a bag of candy, and took it with me. The sugar would stop.