No.But that still left her with the question.What did she want? Really. And...And what was she prepared to do to get it?7Burt walked into the Dog & Po...y with a newly rediscovered swagger. Hewalked up to the bar and put down enough pennies for a pint then heturned round and surveyed what punters were in.Mavis was taking drinks round as usual with the same scowl on her faceshe'd been wearing since the day he'd been thrown in the stocks. Hedidn't much look at her but sauntered over in her. They barked at me as I crossed the parking lot but I reached over the fence so they could identify my scent and they calmed down. I climbed over the fence and stood in front of them as they leapt all over me joyously welcoming me with licks and whines. I had scoped out a clean, dark, secluded spot in the corner of the yard behind a mulberry bush as the perfect spot for our tryst and I led the dogs over to it.I knelt down on my knees and then sat back on my haunches. Of course they jumped on to. I KNEW better. I KNEW I shouldn't get behind the wheel. There is no logic, no reasoning, that says 'Get behind the wheel and drive'. None. Zilch. Nada. But I did it anyway. I knew it was wrong, but in that moment I said 'fuck it' and went anyway."I can't explain it. I can't defend it. I wish to hell I could take it back, do something different. I wish I could make myself UN-stupid and UN-reckless, but I can't. I can't change the past, and nothing I do will ever make up for it, even though. He agreed as a friend, perhaps just to enjoy whatever it was, though I doubted that was the only reason! Turning to us all she said she would give us each a job when the time came but she would not to be deterred from her course and that she wanted a film to be made but it was up to me if I allowed it to be copied or seen at all. We were all invited to watch her final hour if we wished though in the chamber we would play no part till it was finished. She asked Joan to arrange a meeting.