To do anything. Again, there was nothing. Nothing but the dark. Nothing but the cold, the cold, the cold.Her mind tried to drift, to think of anything...that would distract from this Hellish and unexplained circumstance. She'd wanted to be an actress once, but those dreams gave way to the harsh reality of low paying Waitress jobs between auditions that never seemed to go any further than a greasy couch in some casting agent's office. The only thing that panned out briefly was when one of the. Sometime in the middle ofthe night I felt his hand on my tit. I opened my eyes and I was staringinto his face. The memory of the kiss back in DC was just too strong. Igrabbed the back of his neck and pulled his lips to mine. I felt thattingle, the same rush as when I walked into the room and saw him naked.My tongue shot into his mouth. He was caressing my breasts as weexchanged more and more passionate kisses.His lips moved down and kissed my neck and then he started sucking on mynipples, first. I knew that if I went out there it would be even worse than yesterday. But I knew that Kevin would make me regret it if I didn't go out. So I walked out with the other kids that don't eat lunch and headed towards the tree where Kevin hangs out. He came up behind me before I got there. He took my arm and pulled me out into the parking lot. I had to hurry to keep up. He was really rushing me." We went to a van that was parked in the shade and he pulled me around to the other side. The side door. As Ryan left the room for a quick trip to the bathroom, Kate and I shared a brief moment of awkward silence before I broke the tension.“You think if we dump some of our drinks out he’ll notice?” I asked, unable to stomach anymore of the foul concoction.“Good idea,” Kate beamed, hopping up from the couch. “Hurry.”With a laugh, we rushed to the kitchen sink and poured out most of our drinks before refilling the glasses with coke.“Is it just me or is Ryan acting kind of funny tonight?” I asked, as.