We talked about regular college stuff and our life she asked me about my love life and things got interesting I told her that I currently liked her an... she is too amazing to resist, she was stunned for a moment but managed a smile I got close to her played some music and asked her for a dance she agreed, as we slow danced to a John Mayer no. I kept looking in her eyes and she shied away at times we drew closer to each other just cm’s apart from each other’s lips and I pulled her in for a kiss,. “And it is when you don’t know him, or him you, that you find yourselves drifting apart, and finding new partners!” I suggested.“Well, yes, I suppose so,” Martha admitted.Barbara asked, “is that why you didn’t just jump my bones that first day, why you kept trying to do new things?”I replied, “yes, something like that, but I also felt that you were maybe a little bit fragile, and I didn’t want to break you.”As she said, “oh sweet.”Martha was saying, “and I came along and messed up all of your. I've decided that, while discretion is necessary, it wouldn't be the end of the world if my wife and I split up. I love her, but it's obvious that she doesn't love me, and the longer this exile goes on it is becoming clear to me that she doesn't deserve my love anymore. On Friday night Elaine went out with her friends again. This has become routine lately, but it gives me a chance to call Cheryl. She answers her phone and is immediately in a good mood with me. It's funny how something so simple. It was usually slow enough Saturday evening for her to get it done, but I wanted to make sure she didn't have a back up when she started. We each had to do 3 audits a month and mail them to the Feds, as well as Friends main office. Hers was due by a notice I received. Most times we do them and the other has no clue so there can be no cahoots or finagling of figures. I stayed a bit late to catch up everything with her and was off to home. I was tired from the running around half the night before.