Understand?”“Yeah. It’s just that it’s nice right now because you already do. You do, don’t you? This isn’t all just some act or something...”“Ouch.”“Sorry. That was pretty stupid. I know it’s not. It’s really nice that you make me feel this way. I just want it to be real.”“I have something to share with you tonight, and I’m going to ask you if it feels real to you then. Then, you tell me if it’s real or not.”“Something new?” she asked with a quick mood change from nearly melancholy to. My jaw dropped and the Boss Lady jumped back surprised. I just kept walking acted like I didn't see anything. We kept working and finished the day off. Before we went back to our own units my buddy Bolo came over to me and told me "Man that chick is in love with me!" I was happy that he got some action at least one of us is getting something after all these years, Bolo was serving the same amount of time I was. Then I cursed him out and told him " Fool you didn't come pick me up the first day. My answer was that if her husband had girlfriends and she had to masturbate to get any sexual relief then why not have an affair with me if she had just enjoyed what we had done. But you have your wife to think about she replied. My wife would not be bothered at all and in fact would encourage it I told her. I can call her now and you can ask her. No need to do that if you will let me think about it until next week. I said I was OK with that and leaned over and kissed her and put my finger into. We gave up most weekends, nights and holidays for the work.We ate our meals together and spent what little off time we had off together. We cooked dinner for each other in our apartments. We went out to restaurants and clubs. When we went dancing Carol would rotate between John and I. I loved to watch Carol dance. She puts her whole body into it. When they slow danced together Carol, in a black clinging dress without underwear, I felt some pangs of jealousy but nothing ever happened. .