I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I apologize. But I don't want you to go to war on me like this. It's already getting ridiculous. If it's something I've d...ne, well, tell me what it is, and I'll stop doing it. I don't wanna be your enemy."Trina stared at me for a long, silent moment. Then her face took on a smile I didn't like."You really think it's that simple," she said. "You think it's really that simple." Should I... Think otherwise," I asked, scrabbling for purchase." 'Should I think otherwise,. Everything would be fine.” Then he proceeded to tell me, my grandmother, his mother, also reacted pretty much same way when he left home for the first time.I thought if only he knew the real reason.So, very unsure of my relationship with my loving mother, I stepped into the outside world as a very confused young man.Struggles Within:During my entire first term neither mother nor I tried to contact each other. That encounter with her, in that dark rainy night was such a life altering event for. ..and I don't want togo back to being the asshole I was."Luna's eyes widened; Cassandra's confession was disarming, and againsther will, she was warming to the girl. Then a surge of self-loathingwashed over her, thoughts of how she was betraying Lori. Her eyesnarrowed, and her voice took on a hard edge."If you don't return to your old form, what of it? You remain 'stuck'as beautiful young woman? Many would find it easy to deal with a bodyas incredible as yours."Cassandra frowned; she had. She loved enticing him. Muffled giggles and masculine voices broke into her reverie, letting her know that it was almost time to go. Jeff came into the room and fitted a scarf tightly over her eyes. And led her slowly out the door and down the hall, where she could hear the party raving inside. You o.k.? he asked gently, knowing that Tina was nervous about being blindfolded the entire evening. She nodded, and with a little thrill entered the room. There was an expectant hush as soft female.