.. maybe we've just gotten a little too close in the last few months, you know? It's not surprising, with us living together, that you'd start to be a...tracted to me... God, that sounds arrogant."I could see her trying to rationalise it in her mind, to make sense of it all, but she clearly wasn't ready to accept the idea that I was in love with her - and I wasn't exactly ready to tell her that either, so we weren't really getting anywhere. "I mean, I… I never knew that you were…" Neither did I,". It began telling her things, subtle things, like what she should do differently, what her compulsions should be, and what her aim should be. These things would make her a willing extension and slave to the organism, ensuring its "plans" would be put forth and that she'd attain them perfectly. Her body would soon appear a little more than human, but on the inside...would something entirely else than any of her comrades would expect, until it was too. At this stage, the fapper imagines himself strictly as a Top or perhaps a little “heteroflexible” (for Shemales and Traps only). After much time, the fapper begins to wonder what it would be like to actually BE in the Shemale’s or Trap’s situations.Phase 3: Self-hypnosis videos, captions, fap roulettes and porn music videos are all discovered. This is the longest phase to get through and is often accompanied by intense guilt after masturbation. During this time, the “guy”… err, I mean the sissy. I knew she talked to guys since they always called the house, but I'd never really heard her mention a boyfriend.I heard my parents arrive a few minutes later. I went back to my room and didn't see Desiree for the rest of the night. I lay in my bed and kept wondering why Desiree had been acting so strange, especially lately. I reached down my boxers pulling my cock out as it was throbbing from the hard on Sandy had left for me. I started jacking off thinking of Sandy's thick lips on my cock and.