Then I asked him why he had to peep while I was pissing. He replied that I had seen him so he saw me. Slowly it became an argument. We were fighting f...r a while. Suddenly he asked me that question how was it I was shocked & I smiled. He persuaded me to answer. Then I asked him how was mine? He said he dint see anything. He asked me how it will be. I felt shy. I told him that there will be a hole from which piss comes. He asked where it will be & touched me in my crouch & asked whether it is. Meanwhile, Jasper and Smith had the teams hitched and the wagons readied for that day's trek. Some wanted to have a funeral service for the fallen Jayhawkers, but Jasper just spat and walked off.5 days from IndependenceFive days into the journey and they had been making good time. They were about to make their first major river crossing and this was one reason for getting an early start from Independence. Jasper wanted to make the first crossing before the Spring rains caused the river to. " Says Maggie. She looks over to Beth. "Are you ready?" Beth looks at Maggie and then looks at you. She is torn but she knows there is no way to stop Maggie now. "Yes" says Beth. "Good." Says Maggie. "Go grab that stick and every time he cries out or says something you whack him with it. Got it?" Beth looks at you then Maggie and nods her head. Your heart is beating. You are scared that Maggie will loose control and just tear you apart. Last time when Maggie used you, you were turned on. You. I leaned up and softly brushed my lips on his, a whisper of a kiss before quickly pulling back with the same smile on my face “I love you…” his expression went mostly blank and I knew exactly what he was about to say, it hurt me to mutter “... you don’t have to say it back”And he didn’t, he just pulled me into his arms and held me tight, it was comforting but not as comforting as what he actually felt, it was like he was stringing me along but I knew he was just worried for me.After a moment he.