.. or ex-friends, now."Then I quietly told them about my discussion with Thomas. And when they heard my final comment - they just lost it. With equall... quiet voices I was informed that I had been much more correct than I had ever expected. However, I would have been happier if I had been able to keep the few old friends I used to have. On the other hand I seemed to have some new friends, now. Better looking ones, too. Cheryl put her hand on the top of mine."You are totally forgiven, Eric.. My cock was fully erected then. I wish to crush her boobs then and there only. But I had no confirmation. Slowly I began massaging her fingers. Till then she didn’t protest or she didn’t co-operated with me. Just she stays as it is and let her play by me. My temper was rising. I am not sure to touch her boobs directly without confirmation. But my situation was going towards out of control. Then I have taken her fingers in to my fingers like holding her palm. A little time I have kept like that. ..I walked into a freaking country club – compared to where I lived with Mom and Asshole. My "cell" more resembled a dorm room and was pretty big with an inviting bed. Its sheets so white they almost sparkled. Not quite believing it to be true, I mashed my nose against them and inhaled – nothing. There was no hint of smoke. In my home, the air tasted of tar and everything smelled of sour staleness. Asshole smoked a couple of packs a day. In detention, my door was locked at night, but I was. I was to meet him there. So after work I go home and change into comfortable clothes. It's a Friday, I'm ready to relax, so I smoke a joint before I head over there. I get there and it's all guys from his work. I recognize a few of the faces from having had sex with them. Then I realize, no women. But....he and the guys are having a party and I'm his girlfriend so I didn't think anything of it. They had pitchers of beer at the table, and poured me a glass, so I started drinking. Every so often.