She glanced into the mirror, repositioned her hair and grinned. For a couple of seconds, the dreadful moment that was fast approaching seemed to be mi...es away. She put her lipstick on and muttered to herself,"Let's go, Emma. You can do this!"Her heart started pounded as she grabbed her keys a few minutes later, heading out the front door. Her mind went over every detail of the day ahead, over and over again. If this should all work out, she had to be in total control of things. She couldn't. I couldn't stop. I said, "There is no way out of this. I have tried to think of something, anything. And now I know I am going to lose Laney. I called him. But there was nothing that I could say. I couldn't tell him what's going on. Oh god, Lynne! I don't know what to do!"Lynne was quiet for a moment. Then she asked, "The pictures Jeff took. Were they something illegal? You didn't kill anyone did you?"I groaned. It was so fucking embarrassing. Finally I answered, "I wish! Tawney was sleeping. I didn't transition till I was almost thirtyand look what I have to put up with!" She gestured at her head, the recedinghairline and thinning crown quite obviously male-pattern. "Get your nuts cut offnow kid, before they poison you. What am I saying?" she stopped and shook herhead. As a school employee, she knew could be in big trouble for handing outadvice in such a situation.Kelly looked at her in alarm, had she said what he thought she had said? Heslammed his knees together and sat back down. She sat next to me was point blank I dint know what to do she was looking down, I just touch her face with my right hand now even I was shivering I could feel belly rolling. I raised her chin up and went close for a kiss. She pull her face back, at that moment I was upset then she hold my hand pulled me towards her slowly, I could literally feel her heart beat rising as I closed in and my hand was on her chest and within no time our lips were on each other, that was my first kiss and she said.