He pushed me on the bed and this time he pulled them off again. I tried to pull back up. He got really mad by now and the third time he tried he took ...hem all the way off. I was scared I didn’t now what to do. I wanted my mom and dad to come and get me. Take me home to do something. My uncle just looked at me with out my pants on. He than tried to take off my underwear I held on to them for dear life. But it was to no avail. He got them off as well. Then he took off his shirt and pants and. A police detective really doesn’t have a set schedule. They are basically on call 24/7 and Chad, being on the Narcotics Taskforce, was never home. Awilda’s schedule was basically an eight-hour day, five days a week. The only variation was starting times, which varied so that officers could choose the time slots that worked out best for them.This put a certain amount of strain on their relationship, along with the fact that at the age of forty, Chad was nearly fifteen years older than Awilda.. And he has been fucking some random bitch."She blanched. "On your fucking anniversary." She turned away from me."Shellie," I said, grabbing her chin, and forcing her to look into my eyes. "I can't bear this. You. How can he do this to you? You - " I stared at her, up and down, and as I stared, the rage vanished, I lost my train of thought. She took my breath away, as always.I grabbed her, kissing her hard.For a brief moment she kissed me back, as though she just could not help herself, and the. That you wanted me, you know, sexually." "Oh, I've dreamed about you for so long. Every time I go to bed and, well, I think of you, and I, uh, I think of you a lot." "Do you masturbate while you think about me? Is that what you're saying?" "I hope you're not mad, but, yes, I do, I think of you every time I do it." "How do you think of me, Ben, what are we doing when you are thinking of us together?" "Like we're having sex or you're down, um, well, like, uh, giving me oral sex." "Like this,.