Same shit different day,” he replied dryly. “You break up with Caran like you said you would?” “Yep. Finally. She was nice but it just got b...ring.” “Good. I was starting to think it might get serious. At least you have Zo? he said with a wry smile. He knew I liked her, but any man would find her attractive. “A bit too young I think,” I said smiling. “You going to the Munster match this weekend?” He noticed I changed the subject quickly but didn’t pursue it any further. After a few hours. . he's not for me." I thought you two were getting along great," I said."We do sexually but we are too different and I just don't have it in my heart for him. He's a great guy but he's not what I need." Does he have a clue?" You know Jerry, he is so macho. He won't understand. He'll think it's his fault." What are you going to do?" I'm going to have to tell him. I just don't know when or how."Our dinner was served and we ate in relative silence. I refrained from drinking anymore but the girls. Her thoughts were “When I received Barney’s note sending a full $ 10, 000 for the coat I was delighted. My little scheme was working better than I could have imagined. From the moment I walked into that men’s room and fondled his cock, I knew exactly what I was doing. Each time I would ask him for more money then tell him how much I wanted to suck his cock. I knew that like many men he had a big ego about his cock so I always made it a point to tell him how big it was. If I had asked him for. I felt getting high and bit drowsy. She got it and said “hey you are getting high” we both laughed and she made me lay on the couch and went to take another drink for herself. I was smiling and staring at her. These words were again and again echoing in my mind”. She came and sat closer to me and started saying something but I could not hear anything. I could only hear those words repeatedly. She looked at me, gave a smile and asked, are you ok??I dont know how I gathered enough guts and said.