Mother augmented her welfare checks by entertaining ?gentlemen friends?. One of the gentlemen friends had popped Crystal's cherry when she was 18. ...ince then she had tried to avoid sex with boys. She could masturbate. The only time she had an orgasm with a ?date? was with Lynne, but she had graduated and left town to look for work in Chicago. Crystal had told people that was what she wanted to do. When she graduated next year, she would go to Chicago. She was saving her pay to do. Anyway, all bad things come to an end eventually and with a long weekend in the offing I phoned Ruth to find out if I could visit. A new voice answered. Zelda! I smoothly introduced myself, expressing sorrow that she had been away during my first visit. She was delighted to hear from me, she had heard so much about me, mummy would be delighted I had phoned, yes, she would be at home over Easter and, yes, they would be ecstatic if I would come for the weekend!Two weeks later, on the Thursday. My disclosure was less shocking, as I'd told my spouse on our second date that I had 'gender issues'. At the time, that only amounted to crossdressing.Laura, on the other hand, was from a strict religious upbringing. Her spouse was as well. This left her struggling with issues of God, along with her feelings for her spouse.She attended several meetings of a support group with me. She was deeply ashamed of wanting to transition, and what that would do to her wife.My divorce had finalized almost. ...?" Nat again. "Well, if I limber up I can get the tip in and lick around my head". "No way, that's gross" said Paul seeming more interested than disgusted. "Have you ever cum in your own mouth?" Paul again. "and you haven't?" I replied. I could tell from the look on his face what the answer was. So could Nat. "god, you two love cum!" she squealed and pissed herself laughing. "No, no" I blurted, trying to recover some dignity. "the dream is always much more satisfying as I can get much more.