Boli ki tu mera bade bhai jesa hai. Par wo hamesha merese chipakti thi aur muge kiss bhi karti thi aur mere sath pure time ghumti thi…Keheti thi ki ...hai behen k beech cheeks pe kiss chalta hai aur sath me hath pakadna aur chipak k rehena bhi chalta hai.Is baat ka fayeda utha k mene usko mere ghar bula lia, me usko chone ka soch chuka tha iskiye uske ghar aane se pehele me uske photos jo pe apne phone me chupa k rakha tha unko dekh k masterbate kia phir mene intazar kia apne shikar k aane ka.“Me. Sure…was it..a double? I asked. Y-Yeah..ah.. He said. Well work it out… I said grabbing him and putting him over my chest, his dick was leaking pre cum, some drops fell of me, he fastly kissed me deeply again, he wanted it more than anything, I dont know if he was in love with me, or if I was only a good kisser, but he would always kiss me as soon as he was with me and Aky in closed places. Aky got up and went behind Mark, I felt a tongue on my dick, apparently he was only doing that so itd go. . and I got this strange feeling. I couldn’t shake it. So I was looking at porn one day- yeah I admit it -it wasn’t just the girls that was getting me going. I ... I think I might be gay ... or half gay, or something.“You’re telling me this, why,” Jimmy looking a bit concerned.“I don’t know who to turn to, everybody else might make fun of me.”“What about Nazz?”“I ... she caught me once. I sat my phone down once, thinking it was safe, she came out the bathroom faster than I thought and saw it. I. What you have is your mind, your thoughts, your emotions. Those go on in full cinematic glory, no escaping. In a sense it's even worse than being alive because the living have their body to counterbalance their emotional side, provide sensation to add to awareness, even if it's just a hiccup or a fart.My first manifestation was like a gathering of dust motes, tiny bits of my thoughts and feelings accreting into a cohesive whole, as in a body. Have you ever woken slowly, your senses coming.