Trin pointed out James inherent tendency toward slothfulness Both women had seconds, although Trin’s was again, huge. She ate speedily, barely chewi...g as she listened to the current gossip at the nursing home. ‘I told them how James had run out. The other nurse says that her oldest daughter doesn’t have anything to do with her,’ Violet said. Trin nodded and then said, ‘I just don’t think that will be our problem.’ Violet shook her head in the negative, ‘you’ve always been part of our family,. Shit. Holy. Mother. Fucking. Shit." Kept racing through my head in a constant loop with other profanities. I fell face down into the bed and tried to refrain from screaming. My emotions and hormones were in a battle from hell, and pouring out of me like the goddamn Niagara Falls. I needed to masturbate, and scream, and cry, and run in circles at the same time. My adrenaline was rushing, and I was so wet it was dripping down my leg. My body was screaming at me to turn around and go back in there. Widener said we could use the dark room after class or any time it was not in use by a class, but we did not have time to develop all the negatives today. I stayed after and developed a few more prints and when I came out Ms. Widener was just finishing looking over the first set of prints from the class."Hi Britt, I am looking over the prints. It seems that most of the class walked out of the front door of the building and clicked off a roll of film. It seems that you and Carrie went over to. He said, “excuse me Miss, what are you doing next to my car?”I was shocked and taken into a surprise by seeing him, the place was totally empty of people at that moment, I was barely able to speak saying “Sorry, is this your car? I was trying to locate my earring which fell right here”The man was super nice, very kind with warm feelings and manners, he said “it is OK, maybe I should help you locate it before moving my car, I don’t want the car wheels to step on it and damage it”He must have.